Where have the times gone? Baby, it's all wrong. 

Where are the plans we made for two?

Bonjour les amis. It's been almost a month since I posted something here, and for that I'm truly sorry. But if you're wondering how I've been these days and planning to say 'So how are you? Must be better than ever, huh?!', then DON'T start. My days are not meant to go well, as if it's an irredeemable law that I can't have the life I've desperately pleaded for. Well, that's life I guess. Homework's the same, teachers...yeah, definitely the same. The only thing I can be happy about is my exam results, though my mom still claims it to be the same poor grades of one A+, one A, four B+s, two B-s, and two Cs - nothing much to be proud of, really. But at least there's been a great deal of improvement, which as a matter of fact, is something to be proud of. No one knows my mom like I do. She's not a bad mom, in fact she can go pretty crazy sometimes; she's just skeptical, a little judgmental, and like every mom - very 'NAGGY'. Her voice is always ringing in my head, telling me I can never make it to Stanford with grades like these unless I plunge myself in hours of extreme studying and brain-juicing. Right through the heart. Where dreams are too high to reach. sighs* :'(